here and there in mind

thoughts
too many thoughts
not even a thought
about too many things
about nothing at all

hopes
dreams
wishes
feelings
emotions
they are all the same
too much inside
but totally absent

what i want
what i need
what i love
what i hate
they are there
somewhere deep inside
i can feel them
but i can't see them

will i see someday my inside?
will i get to know me?
will i know what these thought are about?
will these dreams come true??
will .......


i don't understand a shit from this,, but that's exactly how i feel now,,